My little experience with automatic wtiting

I have heard just basic utterings from different sources about automatic writing recently. To be honest I don’t have any deep knowledge at all about it, and since deepening my knowledge about HOW certain spiritual things “should” be done can lead to information overload for me and rather block me than open me up, I thought I’d just give it a try without having much information about it at all. This took place only yesterday. One thing that I thought I was sure about though, despite my lack of further information on the subject, was that I was supposed to channeling someone/some entity other than myself. The funny thing is, that when I started to write, expecting absolutely nothing to come out of it, my first sentences (translated from Swedish) were: “I have to be honest, I don’t know at all what is expected to come out of my pen. Considering that I have a brain that forms associations super fast, I’m afraid that it will get in the way and that it will just be me talking. What do you mean ‘just me’? I am just as much spirit as any other spirit, it doesn’t matter what form one has at this moment, right now I am a human being – so what? You can do exactly the same things in this form as in any other form or in no form at all, all you have to do is realize just that, and to be in that state that you always consciously long for, and when you long for it, you are in that state, because otherwise you wouldn’t know that it exists, or rather, how it feels.”
And then I wrote about how maybe, at least in my case, I am not supposed to channel someone else’s spirit through my writing, but rather get a better connection with my spirit, my higher self or whatever you want to call it. And that if that’s the case, all I have to do when I’m writing is be able to differentiate between my ego and my spirit – which, for me, totally takes the pressure off!

Anyway, I just thought this was kind of cool and just wanted to share it :).